About my identity journey
The beginning: Material success—international business lawyer, the world of global corporations—then burnout, and hopelessness about my future. Addictions. Low self-esteem. Ignorance about the world and my purpose. Disconnected from my spirit, completely ignorant of my inner world. Self-destructive, unable to relate to others with integrity or ease. A lost, suffering, confused dreamer.
The hardest point: The moment I lost everything—EVERYTHING—and had to survive and defend my newly reborn self. This is how I learned the real power and tactics of God. I survived every challenge. The reward: a new, meaningful life and future.
Today: I know who I am. The old me—the social persona—is gone, destroyed. A new one is reborn. I have recovered my true self, my spirit—the one stolen during the socialization process—and God has greatly developed it. This is why I now have a life path fully aligned with my essence. Discernment about what is real. Free from human wisdom and human paths. My life is anything but routine; it is a real hero’s journey. Free from the human ghetto—from mediocrity, from inner decay. Freedom from the second death. I have paid a terrible price. It was worth it.
RW | October 2026
My journey continues.
The Identity Game — when your spirit grows, you grow!
If you forsake your God-given spirit, God will forsake you!
If you are part of my spiritual Tribe, you may be successful or not, but you carry an inner wound no man can heal. “Your wound is incurable, your injury beyond healing,” says the LORD (Jeremiah 30:12). Only God can heal His wound. This is not religion but the reality of broken dreams and idealists. Only God’s Harvest can help you; nothing else will. Ever. From outside God’s SYSTEM—not religion—you cannot understand these things. Once God opens His supernatural doors for you, there will be protection against the coming calamities and human traps. However, a great inner struggle will begin.
Move from the destructive and immature “me, me, me, about me” paradigm to a higher level in the game of life: my spirit and me, and mature inside.
Step into the Harvest—or be human noise.
Two Apocalypses are coming
Two, not one!